Life is definitely ironic. Just as I had scheduled the appointment, my former therapist called. She asked if I wanted to schedule and I explained the situation to her. She was very understanding and supportive. She also said that I should call her in a few weeks to say how therapy was going and that if I needed anything I could call her.
I feel relieved, I don’t like to end relationships (of any type) to end on a bad note. I like that she reached out and now I feel more comfortable. She was really caring and compassionate and I definitely needed that.
Nevertheless, I’m going to have a new therapist and I hope everything goes well.