Night thoughts

Hello, 2019! I’m glad you’re here. Things have changed and I feel invigorated. Life seems much better.

I feel new energy coming into my life. Important decisions will be made. They are necessary to keep life in motion.

Networking and meeting new people is a part of my plans. I need new connections and contacts to further my career. That also brings new energy to life. New perspectives and points of view.

This year, I plan on listening to more new music. It’s very important to stay on top of new releases. Music is a big part of my life. It inspires me and opens new horizons. It’s also something that keeps me going when times are rough.

Freelancing and studying are my main goals for this year. I want to be productive, earn money and learn. There’s this need that I have to learn and evolve. I have to think about my future. A regular job is not out of the table but it won’t be something I’ll do just now. First, I need to get used to going outside and have responsibility. Baby steps.

I wish you all a happy new year, full of love and accomplishments.


My day and my plans for tonight

My day was wonderful and full of love. I spent time with the love of my life and it felt very good. He wakes up really early so by 9 pm he was K.O.

So I came home, for the first time, by myself. I grabbed his headphones and walked to the sound of music. I couldn’t even do it before but I did it today and I’m proud. It’s one small step for a man and one giant step for Scarlett.

Tomorrow I have an appointment with my psychiatrist so I will be researching BPD. Read articles, personal stories etc to see if I can do more for my recovery. I won’t quit before I have all my questions answered and I’ll be sharing interesting articles that I find.

Oh, I have a question for you. What would you like to see on my blog? My story, poetry, music, BPD news etc. I would love to know what you think.

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